e-day

well,
here I am.
My last night at home...

I've said my goodbyes to the people who matter most, although I've still not packed everything (I'll never be fully prepared for such dramatic life experiences, but then - where would the fun be if I was always prepared? Needless to say, I made a crap girl guide).

I feel strangely calm but slightly sad and also excited, all at once.

I get to leave a part of me behind tomorrow, something I have needed to do for a long while now.
I feel like I'm being given a second chance, and this time it's all down to me.

As of tomorrow, all of my dreams can come true.